ETERNAL IS THE ANSWER TO AISHITERU KARA

(also talking about Care, Zutto, Sayonara Arigatou, 1582 and Kame's bisexuality lol)

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Yo guys, I just discovered one hell of an Akame evidence ! O_O I always thought I knew all the hypothesis about Eternal being written for Kame, wich won't surprise me since Jin posted on his twitter (on Kame's birthday date) that this song was for wedding or anniversaries, and also, it really seemed to be a response to Kame's ''Aishiteru Kara'' song, but damn, I just found some really really interesting link in all the dates and also the lyrics !!

And just so you know, I also thought that Eternal came up way after Jin's depart from the group, but actually, it didn't. Jin sang it in Yamapi's concert (he was a guest and there is a fancam of this) before his official departure from the group, and one month before this concert where he sang Eternal for the first time, was the shooting of ''Love Yourself's PV. Jin therefore wrote Eternal before leaving the group.

First of all, Jin first sang Eternal way before it's release date which was officially on the 2nd of March 2011. Jin sang it before, in 2009, when he was a guest at Yamapi's LOVELESS concert, and also in You&Jin concerts (which happened when he was still part of the group even if they had separated activities). See why it's important :

The first time Jin sang it, it was the 23.11.2009. 

Three months before, in Break the records, on the 23.08.2009, Kame sang Aishiteru Kara for the first time.  

That same month of november 2009, Akame celebrated their 11th Anniversary. (their meeting date at JE's auditions : 08.11.1998) 

Therefore, Jin sang Eternal on the 11th month of their 11th Anniversary, on the 23rd day, just like Kame's birthday date, and just like the day Kame sang Aishiteru Kara for the first time which was in august/08 just like the day they met. Linked together, both of their first time singing the songs gives up their Anniversary : 08.11, and they both sang it on the 23rd of the month.

Moreover, Eternal has got 11th stensas, just like Aishiteru Kara, and just like Special Happiness (wich Jin said long ago that he used to listen to before going to sleep, and also, I personally think he must have written Will Be alright in response to Kame's song Special Happiness - that Kame must have sent him to ask his opinion when he was in L.A - to which I think Kame also responded by Someday for Somebody - I’ll post another analysis on that soon ! ;D) when none other KAT-TUN songs or neither their solos had 11 stensas. Only Eternal and Aishiteru Kara does, and knowing how shy Jin was with his confidence in writing lyrics back at the time, we might at least think that he seeked inspiration in Kame's way of writing lyrics for his solos.

Now we have the different lyrics : because there are the lyrics that we know now that the song is released officially, but Jin didn't sing the same lyrics when he performed it at first during Yamapi's Loveless concert, way before it's official release date. (There is a fancam of this but I couldn't seem to find it again, but what I did find back in my old folders is a fan audio of that performance, and we indeed hear Jin sing other lyrics - and also singing Eternal with Yamapi and it's just beautiful! <33)

In verse 5, both versions use similar kanjis as in Aishiteru Kara & Special Happiness, and more important is the words Jin used. They are used in Aishiteru Kara and Special Happiness, and in these songs ONLY. They had never been used that same way in other KAT-TUN songs or solos. The 2 versions are different on this verse, but still, there's a link to Kame's songs in both of them. In the first one, the kanji is the same as in Aishiteru Kara, as for the second, Jin says : ''A lot of gentleness is in our chests, us goofing around or squabbling'', which are the exact same words used in Aishiteru Kara and Special Happiness (goofing around & squabbling), and in these songs only, and with a special kanji on top of that. None other songs of KAT-TUN nor their solos use these kind of words nor kanjis.

Well, after the official release Jin said he wrote this song for a friend's wedding, but when we know he sang it way before it's release, and when we know he sang it one month after filming Love Yourself PV, we know he must have written it a bit before first performing it so it was for sure 2009 and he was still in the group (funny way to go, two years before your friend's wedding Jin, huh?? xD) I quite don't buy the ''for the wedding'' thing ! xD I guess it was more like ''for anniversaries'' to tell the truth. For Akame's anniversary perhaps, and also because he posted that message on Kazuya's birthday~ Also, in the song, Jin says ''This special day which only comes once a year'' – sounds like an anniversary date to me, right ? ;) Gosh I was so excited finding out about this ! Hope you're as excited as I am reading it ! XD

Pic : as for the pic, it is Jin's Eternal single cover (which was, I remind you, Jin's first solo single) and Kame's Zutto performance.

Kame sang Zutto with this shirt in all concerts, with that same bird on it, except for the DVD where he didn't have it. Just like Eternal is said to be Jin's response to Aishiteru Kara, Zutto seems to be Kame's response to Eternal. Fanreports also said he cried while singing it, and that the first day he performed it was the day Jin's official depart from the group was announced and that he couldn't even keep on singing because he was overflowing with emotions.

(from zutto & eternal analysis, link to the LJ below) | About Eternal & Zutto : Kyou mou arigatou. Did Jin finally say ''thank you'' to Kazuya ?

Here's a quote from a Jin interview : "Right now, I can’t really look at you and say stuff like “thank you”. Well yes because I’ll feel embarrassed, but also because we’ve known each other for a long time, and that means my small pride gets in the way of saying such things. But someday when I get slightly more mature, I feel like I’ll be able to say it. I always thought I’m the one who understand Kame the most, but maybe that’s just me. Because Kame is very serious, so I’m sure there’s a lot of things that concerned you about me. For instance, things that are naturally as such stuff that’s going on in the world also concerns you. But you’re happy when you sing, and times together with the other members are priceless right? So even though we’re doing things our own way, there’s always a place to go home to for us… Actually, I’m really happy for that." 

And let's not forget, that Jin released a special message about Eternal via his J-web on February 23, 2011 : Kame's birthday.

"Eternal" was made because I wanted to make a song to sing on anniversaries. That was the intuition. All different kinds of anniversaries, birthdays, wedding anniversaries, etc...To look back onto important things that happened. When writing the song, it's not like I've always worked this way, it was very out of order. Although it might be different sometimes, I tend to create the melody and lyrics separately. I created the melody first for "Eternal". Then I added lyrics that goes well to be sang on an anniversary." 

Due to the similarities with Care, Jin and Kame's quotes, the last line of Eternal and the special message, it is entirely possible that Eternal was written for Kame. 

Read the whole Eternal & Zutto analysis below ! :) She says really incredible & awesome things about the similarities in Akame's live performances ! If you want to know more about this hypothesis, read her theory that is really, really complete and amazing : https://community.livejournal.com/akame-/4825664.html

Along with the above informations, it was also rumored that Kame was seen at Jin's Yellow Gold 3011, in which he was crying during one of Jin's Japanese songs. It's not clear which Japanese song Kame was crying during (if the rumor is true) but there are only 3 Japanese songs during YG3011: Care, Murasaki, and Eternal. Flash forward a year later, and rumors suggest that Kamenashi Kazuya was seen crying during his own solo Zutto, during the CHAIN concert held in Niigata on February 12, 2012, the day Akanishi is seen leaving the airport for his American tour, the day after he confirmed his marriage. While the paragraph could be considered incredibly sad, Kame makes an interesting statement during his solo Zutto : "Please, stay with me forever." - Kamenashi Kazuya 

(Fuckin hell, I remember the Kame seen in Jin's Yellow Gold Tour rumour and the Kame crying on scene during Zutto posts everywhere back at the time and I feel like crying because even if I don't know for the first one, I know he really did cry during his solo that day because I saw a fancam of it and I feel heartbroken thinking about this.) 

LET ME ADD MORE :

Jin's first single after Eternal, ''Test Drive'', went out on the 08.11.11. So, once again, on Akame's Anniversary date.

Also, let me had that saying ''thank you'' seemed to be important to Akame, or at least Jin talked about it clearly in his interview and in Eternal, giving hints that it was for Kame. (he also said once that one day, he'll want to be thankfull to the fans, his mother, his friends, and Kame.) As to answer this, Kame wrote ''Sayonara, Arigatou.'', his first ever single (even if it wasn't completely solo), it was still considered as his first ''solo single'', which was released on 06 November 2013 (Akame Anniversary month) as to put an end to their suffering hearts, and of course, answers Jin's first single ''Eternal'' in wich he shyly thanked him. 

'' Goodbye and thank you, the one I love
If we can meet again someday...
I want to see you　I want to see you
Even if the tears start to overflow
Goodbye and thank you, the one dear to me
We'll meet again someday
So smile　Goodbye and thank you''

'' Goodbye and thank you, the one I love
If we can meet again someday...
No matter how troublesome we find living to be...
Goodbye and thank you, the one dear to me
In the end, we'll say it was good that we'd been born
Saying goodbye and thank you through the tears

Rather than 100 words listed out
Just one phrase is enough

（It's love）（It's love）

Goodbye and thank you, the one I love
If we can meet again someday...
I want to see you　I want to see you
Even if the tears start to overflow
Goodbye and thank you, the one dear to me
We'll meet again someday
So smile　（So smile）
So smile　（So smile）
So smile　（So smile）

Saying goodbye and thank you through the tears''

But Jin didn't seem to follow him on this ''ending the relationship'' thing, and his first album #JustJin went out the same day, on 06 November 2013 in which there were Eternal PV, & songs like ''New Life'' or ''Ano Natsu'' in which he remembered the good time they've had and the love and regrets that lingered. Emerald came one year later, and I believe it to be an answer to Ano Natsu, Seasons and others, and some months later, again in November, came Mi Amor, which we all know, is so much alike Emerald and is more likely to be it's answer.

+++ Let me add even more :

In BTR, Kame didn't sing only Aishiteru Kara, but also 1582, and well, we all know how ambigus 1582 is, and if you ask me, I think 2009 is the period Kame really accepted his bisexuality (or at least, the fact that these feelings he felt for Jin, a man, were indeed true love and not just friendship). He had this blond surfer vibe hair & mood, a bright smile all over his face while wearing rainbow necklace, bracelets and clothes, and it really felt like he was in a happy relationship with someone or at least received the love he wanted. I truelly think this is the period Akame gave (again) a shot at their relationship and perhaps, 1582 expressed that same duality going on in Kame's mind has he was accepting/challenging his own sexuality in his personal life at that time.

Moreover, Kame sang Aishiteru Kara in an accoustic way, so he had to learn the guitar from someone, and yeah sure we do have Kokame shots from KAT-TUN's BTR Calendar where we can see Koki helping Kame with the guitar, but when have you seen Koki play the guitar exactly huh? xD And also, in other shots of this calendar, we can clearly see Jin's the one holding a guitar and playing it lol. Maybe he was pissed at the Kokame shots and wanted to express it as to tell Koki to stop teasing him lol, and perhaps was pissed at Kame for buying this whole ''if we put you together on a shoot poeple will wonder about your relationship so it's better we don't shoot you together at all and you go with Koki'' thing . It's so funny because at that period we can clearly see that the production teams and tv-shows had put the accent on Kokame more, as to hide something. And also, we have countless ''jaleous Jin'' glares and looks towards Kokame at that time too (think of that CKT episode where Koki has his arm around Kame as they enter the set and Jin just shots a death glare at them lmao. )

All this just reminds me so much of that group photo of KAT-TUN in their lodge in BTR Live Document Photobook, where we can see Jin's hat just next to Kame but Jin is sitting the opposite way of the room next to Maru ! xD If feels just so unatural lol.) Since Jin was the one knowing how to play the guitar in the group, it's only natural Kame asked him for help & advise for his solo right ? So friendly co-worker Akanishi must have been the one given a helping hand to Kame and teach him the guitar, just like in QOP where he had made Kame's board for his solo.

Anyway, the point isn't about Kame learning the guitar from Jin, because this is just hypothesis, but what cought my attention is just the ''singing in front of a mic while playing the guitar'' thing. Doesn't it remind you of some beautiful song talking about true feelings of love and shyness ? ;D Funny that when we see the fancam of Kame's first time singing the song, he's so shy and blushing and misses up the lyrics and melody and is laughing in embarassement at it lol. Maybe was it because the person to which this song was adressed to was backstage on the side waiting to hear that song for the first time too ? Lol, honestly, I truelly believe Aishiteru Kara being Kame's response to Jin's feelings in Care.

Ho and while I'm at it, what did Jin do after that? Singing back Care in an accoustic way. Just.. guuuuuys!!! xDD 

Coincidence ? XD It's starting to be a bit MUCH lol. I have more Analysis, Hypothesis and Theory to come in which I linked all the songs being answers to each other, I’ll post it soon ! ;D Please let me know what you think ! <3

See ya~ <3